If you remember last
month I spoke about my ongoing fight with the demon called
depression, but for those of you who missed it here is the link:
Well since then I
have been doing a lot of thinking, soul searching and too much
feeling sorry for myself and because of this my writing has suffered
and I feel I am letting my publisher, Naughty Nights Press and
Mistress Gina down and for this I truly apologize.
So this, as well as
an unexpected letter from my doctor, resulted in me going for a
health check and being told, in no uncertain terms, I am living life
on the edge of heart disease, diabetes, possible heart attacks and
possible strokes I have decided things have to change.
Now after all the
years I have drifted through life unhealthily change, to me, seemed
impossible but so far I have manage to add fruit, salad, fruit juices
etc to my diet while cutting out the fatty, fried, greasy crap which
was leading merrily towards hospital and/or a casket.
Yes my depression is
still trying to hold me back but I am fighting against it and,
although I haven't come up with the beginnings of any new work, I
have had a few ideas, all in the GLBT genre which I am known for,
which will hopefully get my writing back on track as well.
I want to thank
everybody who did read last month's post, especially those who
commented with their positive vibes, and I now believe I, J S
Morbius, am finally able to see a small chink of light in the
darkness and that can only mean one thing
I'm Back, back
again
Morbius is back
So tell your
friends
Thank you
Glad to hear of positive changes, honey!! :-)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Phoenix :)
ReplyDeleteGood luck my darling dark lord of words.
ReplyDelete*huggles*
Thank you, Penny :)
ReplyDeleteKeep at it. I did. I'm testament to the fact that when all seems a fight, a nearly impossible battle, one thing, just one thing thing and then another will suddenly change things. not to protect mind you, but so much better than you'd hoped to dream. Hugs
ReplyDeleteAh that was to say perfect not protect. Sorry.
ReplyDeleteThanks Kiki :)
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